“Big Fat” Forang - no more!!!

Hopefully not just another new years resolution!

And then she goes ominously quiet…. May 13, 2008

Filed under: Daily Journal, Food, chocolate, diet, exercise, loose weight, new years resolutions — julia @ 3:05 pm

Hm… I wonder why!?!    :)

I don’t know why.  I think this is me being defiant and not wanting to play this game anymore.  Perhaps this is me not wanting to let go of ‘holiday mode’.  Perhaps this is me throwing my toys out of the cot. 

I think its me being defiant - you know, the skinny me says ‘buy salad’…  the defiant me who doesn’t like being told what to do says…. ‘nah, f*ck it, you know you wont actually eat the salad… buy some MM’s they are much yummier and oh so pretty and colourful’. 

I am sure this is just a temporary phase, I’ll be back, on form - tomorrow.

In the meantime I’m munching on MM’s while drinking diet coke….   and enjoying every single moment of it! 

 

4 Responses to “And then she goes ominously quiet….”

  1. Manuela Says: May 13, 2008 at 7:13 pm

    I know how hard it is to leave vacation mode and sometimes a nice bag of m & m’s is just what you need! (I’m a diet pepsi girl but haven’t had it in ages–now it’s almost always water but I still have pepsi with pizza)

  2. Felicia Says: May 13, 2008 at 9:43 pm

    We are supposed to be losing for all parts of our health lol sometimes the mental part of losing needs a break to. I think you should eat the M&M’s. Maybe put half in the freezer lol. Enjoy them. Relish them. And then move on from the to the rest of your day. There is no evil in enjoying the foods we eat. The evil comes from doing it to often with to much.

    You are FINE! Just keep facing forward. Your right. Tomorrow is a new day but ya know lol this afternoon is fresh and new too!

    Hang in there!
    *huggles*
    =0)

  3. Cammy Says: May 14, 2008 at 5:54 am

    I haven’t done the M&M’s and Diet Coke in ages! Maybe I’ll exchange a Cake Day for it. :)

    As long as you’re mindfully choosing things, I can’t help but think long-term good will come from it. I hope so, anyway .

  4. julia Says: May 14, 2008 at 9:48 am

    Hi guys… yep, a holiday from eating well was nice. And the best thing about it I was mindfully choosing bad things, weighing up the consequences and consciously decided to eat unhealthily.

    I suspect emotional eating came into play a little bit - I am in a really funny ‘transition’ type of a place at the moment. Its hard to explain but I think I am hitting a turning point with life.

    Er.. yes… so, the scale is going in the wrong direction so its time to move things back into a better direction and look after myself a bit more.

    I tell ya, eating this crappy food has made me feel bloated, tired and given me headaches!!! A VERY good reason to make better choices this week!

Leave a Reply